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Tuesday, February 17, 2015
...and so the memories live on

Time stands still for a heart that is full of misery...

I can't believe it has been almost three months since you left us, the pain remains unbearable. I still miss you everyday. I dialed your number awhile ago, just because I was missing you and wanted to hear the intermittent buzzing on the other line. Not really knowing what to expect, what to feel, what to think... but alas! the anticipated buzzing did not even happen... it was switched off!!!  My heart sank, even lower than I thought it could ever sink and realization hit me like a ton of bricks...

You are gone...

You have been gone for almost three months, but it still really hasn't sunk in yet... I don't think it ever will, not while I can keep pretending that you're just a thousand miles away... that you're just on vacation somewhere... I think I'll hold on to my disillusionment a little bit longer, because it hurts less to think that you're somewhere far, than to accept the fact that you are never coming back.

For now, I'll be content in letting the memories live on...






Posted at 10:16 am by Maroux
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Tuesday, December 23, 2014
Celestial Butterfly



Fly away butterfly
Your wings are unclipped
now you can soar high
rise into the heavens
and catch God's eye
brave and beautiful butterfly

The time has come for you to go
spread those beautiful wings
let each burst of color show
fly away butterfly
your wings are unclipped
now you can soar high

When you ascend to heaven
do not look back at those you leave behind
time will come when they will too
earn their wings
and claim their rightful place in heaven
until then, ascend with no burden

Fly away butterfly
Your wings are unclipped
Now you can soar high
You are now one with the angels
Rise into the heavens
And catch God's eye  




Posted at 10:19 am by Maroux
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Monday, December 22, 2014
The art of letting go...

It's one of those days...

One of those dreadful days when I didn't feel like getting up in the morning. When I feel like a lump of clay, lifeless, just going with the flow...

I feel terrible!

I feel like digging a hole and crawling into it.

But it just won't do, would it?

I need to trudge on... head held high.

Posted at 11:42 am by Maroux
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