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Monday, December 15, 2014
Until we meet again...

Twenty days and counting...

It still hasn't sunk in... I don't think it ever will in months, even years to come. I still feel your presence. I can still see your beautiful smile each time I close my eyes. I can still hear your voice, reprimanding, consoling, reminding, reassuring...

I can still hear the resonance of your laughter, mocking me for admitting that I love you... You know I do. There was never a doubt about that, no matter how constantly we argued and disagreed, you know I love you. I always have and I always will. For as long as I live and maybe even beyond, I know I would still love you.

You were the one who gave me life, you were the one who taught me how to love, how to live, how to survive, how to stand on my own two feet. You taught me how to trudge on, even on the most difficult paths. You always believed in me, even when I lost faith in myself. You never faltered. You were always my biggest fan and my worst critic.

I am nothing without you. I am who you made me to be... and for that and more I will always be thankful.

I can't believe that it's been twenty days and counting... It hasn't sunk in... I don't think it ever will... I miss you every second... I know I will miss you for the rest of my life... You may be gone, but you will never be forgotten...

Twenty days and counting...

I'm thankful that I was able to make you feel how important you are to me and I am thankful I was able to tell you that I love you...

When I begged you not to leave, you said I shouldn't worry because I was ready. You said I can weather any storm. You said I can stand on my own. You said I should not be afraid because you will never truly leave... that you will always guide me, that all I need to do is believe...

I believe.

I believe in my heart of hearts that you will always be with me, no matter what, no matter where I go. I will always carry you in my heart.

Twenty days and counting.... until we meet again...

Posted at 02:46 pm by Maroux
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Thursday, January 02, 2014
Stranger than fiction

and so I have decided to come back here...

I thought I'd write something, but my train of thoughts got derailed when I noticed that my page looked somewhat different. Gone are the sidebar and what have yous and my recent musings have been hijacked. They just do not appear on screen!

Funny thing is I can see them when I click the link, when logged in, but they do not appear when I browse out of the admin page...

this is strange... strange, I tell you.

Oh btw, Happy New Year! and welcome 2014!

Posted at 10:37 am by Maroux
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Wednesday, December 25, 2013
Hodgepodge

My wanderings brought me here... to this almost forgotten place that used to be the repository of my jumbled thoughts. It has been ages since I last wrote anything and it feels passing strange to see my hodgepodge thoughts come to life on screen. Comprehnesive or not, it is what it is...

The past months, years, I should say, have been a mixture of both positive and negative.

There were a lot of lessons learned, odd things experienced, new acquaintances, scary realizations, happy fleeting moments, lingering sad ones... and there are those pockets of in betweens, when time seem to stand still and euphoria sets in. Mixed emotions of elation, love, joy and pure happiness envelopes my very own niche in the universe.

Then the bubble bursts and reality steps in, ending the interim cycle of that blissfulness...

That's basically how things went down.

There are always uphill battles to be fought, effortless truimph over trivial combats and the never ending quest for the elusive answers to all the nagging what ifs...

It may not always be all honey and roses, but I must say I can't complain much... I feel blessed in some many ways than one and I am grateful...

Anyway, time to get on with my day... until my wandering thoughts bring me back here again.

 

Posted at 09:29 am by Maroux
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