Entry: ...and so the memories live on Tuesday, February 17, 2015



Time stands still for a heart that is full of misery...

I can't believe it has been almost three months since you left us, the pain remains unbearable. I still miss you everyday. I dialed your number awhile ago, just because I was missing you and wanted to hear the intermittent buzzing on the other line. Not really knowing what to expect, what to feel, what to think... but alas! the anticipated buzzing did not even happen... it was switched off!!!  My heart sank, even lower than I thought it could ever sink and realization hit me like a ton of bricks...

You are gone...

You have been gone for almost three months, but it still really hasn't sunk in yet... I don't think it ever will, not while I can keep pretending that you're just a thousand miles away... that you're just on vacation somewhere... I think I'll hold on to my disillusionment a little bit longer, because it hurts less to think that you're somewhere far, than to accept the fact that you are never coming back.

For now, I'll be content in letting the memories live on...





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